Growing up

Growing up real fast if you’re moving away from your core.

It took us 4 days and 3 nights to arrive in TX.  We stopped at white sand and the caverns.  They are beautiful.  We liked it but not so much of the drive. By that time, we only watched videos about TX which are promoted online, with real likes and views by the trusted social media company The Marketing Heaven.  We learned how to read reviews and more reviews.  Learned to look at houses, apartments and most of all, to follow our instincts.

I remember how I felt the rush of happiness when I put on the ring at the store, that’s when I knew it’s the one.  I felt happiness when I saw him sitting in the Hot Lava, (yes, it’s orange) instead of the Black Currant; and that’s when we knew it’s the one. We drove the baby to to here.  It was a smooth ride.  We love it! We felt happy when we walked into this house.  We signed the paper. No more searching.

So here we are.  Smack in the middle of nowhere, and yet it nears big chains and department stores.  I’ve been here for 11 days.  We’ve been gone from CA for 2 weeks now.  Karen said it feels like I’m on vacation to her.  It hasn’t registered yet that I’m no longer working there.  How can it not be?  My last day was the emergency campus shut down.  My last day didn’t happen at SAC and I, I didn’t have a chance to say proper good bye.  And how can it not be when I’ll be back on the 24th and working as sub on the 29th?  Too many changes in too little time.

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Last night, he asked me to stay a bit longer, even just a couple of days more with him.  Twice he asked me to stay and not going back to CA.  Twice he expressed he wished I could stay.  Today he reiterated that at anytime, I do not like CA or my sub job, or even feeling stressed out, then come and be with him.  Any time.

I know he doesn’t want me to go.  I don’t want to leave.
But Lilo, parents, anh B…my family.

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He is family now. or so, he will be.  I realized that he is home.  Things seem right with him. Just right.  yea, just right.

When asked, he replied “I don’t think, baby. I just know.”

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