I wish people could stop reminding me of my old failures or asking questions about it. It makes me feel discouraged and defeated. It makes me feel anger, not at them but at myself. When I asked them not to remind me in the future as I had asked them in the past, they said sorry. It’s very easy for them to them to apologize. It feels like a heavy weight that they put on my heart and I have to bear; a burden which I wish I can burn at stake.

It is when I know I have not made peace with the demons within. I realize winning does not make one grows, only being defeated does.